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Mar. 13th, 2008


Writer's Block: The Things We Carry

What do you always carry with you?

I always carry mints anda hairbrush. You never know when that adorible girl will come out of nowhere and you want to ask her out. You can't talk to a girl if you look all scruffy and have smelly breath.

I also always have a knife on me. Usually a swiss army knife, some times a jack knife but always the maximum legal length of a 3" blade. I go downtown alot and I don't want people tpo try to rob me. Being a small woman (and a lesbian) I am a target for attack or rape. I don't want to carry a gun because guns can kill people accdentally. In a panic if the gun slipped I could kill someone. I would never be right again if I did that.

Mar. 11th, 2008


Writer's Block: That's the Worst

What's the worst thing that could happen to you today? Bonus question: How would that thing potentially benefit you?

The worst thing that could happen to me is that I would die from a panic attack. I suppose it would be worse for those that love me and the poor person that would find me. I know the odds of that are a millon to one since I can't really die from having anxiety attacks. I suppose it could trigger a heart attack or something but, becuse I feel so weak after having them for the past 2 days if feels that way.

It could possibly benifit with the fact that I would get born again. You see, wiccans belive that when we die we go to a place called summerland. it is a place where people gather as spirits before we get new bodies and another life.

Feb. 28th, 2008


Weak of Fear: Day 3: Weird new foods

My comp was being an ass the day I did this so the results are going on this as the experiment.

Today I went to an asian market and I bought foods that I was not interly sure what they were and ate them. I have no food alergies so it is OK for me to do this.

The first thing was a package of Chinese crackers, they tasted sweet and fishy. MMM. The second was a Korean cup of ramen (I can tell by the shape of the letters which language it is) it was kinda bitter and gross. I got a can of green tea and it was very gross, it was way too strong and tasted like dirt.
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Feb. 26th, 2008


Week of Fear! Day two: Crazy hat day!

Today deals more with social fears and judgements, unlike yesterday which was more of a realistic fear of getting hurt. This one is more of me seeing what people will do/say if I wear a pimp hat. It's a shame I have no camera right now, this thing is pretty silly!

Yesterday went well, It took a few tries to get up the courage to actually do down the hill. I almost hit a rock at one point but, I did good.
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Feb. 25th, 2008


Week of fear! Day one: Hill of doom

This week, every day I am going to do something that scares me and write about it so I can inspire other people to get out there and LIVE! I also want to be an inspiration to people with anxiety/panic disorder becsue I have had panic attacks for the past 12 years.

Have you ever been scared to do something but realized it was a blast after you did it? I have had that happen to me many times. When I was little I was scared to do things like go to pokemon card tournaments because I was away from my parents for the first time, it was loud & chaotic. After I gave it a try I had fun. As a pre-teen I was scared that I would get lost if I took public transit. I realized it's really fun with all the cool people I meet on the bus. This week I am trying to do the same ting in other areas.

Today I am going to go down a hill with my skateboard. Sure I might fall and break something but, that is better than being a wuss. Plus if I manage to do it, my skills will improve. Don't worry, no cars will be there I won't be smooshed!

Feb. 14th, 2008


Writer's Block: Last Night's Dreams

What did you dream about last night?

I dreamed I got a cut on the back of my hand and I got this flesh-eating virus. My hand rotted off and I had a bones for a hand! I was making them click together gross out my grandparents.

Oh and by the way, I F***ING HATE VALENTINES!

Feb. 12th, 2008


Save the ta-tas!

I am going to be doing the Breast Cancer 3 Day. When I was little my Grandma died of brest cancer. Now I am going to do something about it so people don't have to suffer like she did. Today is the first meeting it's called the get started meeting or something like that. I hope to get a training buddy so I will be more motovated to get off my lazy butt! I am going to take a walk with my new ankle weights.

Feb. 6th, 2008


What to do?

I am so bored today. I'm stuck at home since my friends are away. I know  I should go out and do something but, shopping is no fun without them and I don't want to blow money when I don't need to. Also I have to get some exercise which I am naturally putting off since here in Washington the weather is cold. It's about 36F and I really don't want to play basketball in that cold.

Jan. 3rd, 2008


One minute and everthing can change

-Sad, not for the faint of heart-

So, as usual I was making my lunch. While I was waiting I was looking out my back door. I noticed that a few buses had stopped at what isn’t a stop. (I ride them every day) I have been having odd feeling and even dreams about this particular spot, which has a ravine. I figured it was engine issues so I left it alone.

About five minutes later I hear sirens. I haul ass down to the road so in case someone needed a hand, I was there. When I got there, there were no cars, as I expected there to be. One of the fire fighters said he wasn't at liberty to say what was going on. He also said someone may or may not have gone over the ridge. He was hinting about a person in their 60's being dead down there.

They are getting a chain saw you and cutting away bushes. The coroner pulling up right now. They are unfolding this red-tent thingy.  It's kinda unfair that I was up here in my warm house playing games on my computer and  someone was losing their life.  One minue, everything can change. You are driving along one minute and then bam, you are dead the next.   

They have been there for 3 hours now, whatever is down there must not be alive. The ambulances have left and all that is there now is a white van (coroner) and 2 police SUV's. They seem to be taking their own sweet time. It is fairly apparent that they are recovering a body or so I think. 

Update 2,
They just took the body bag up, with the body inside. It is the weirdest feeling to be standing in your living room, while the police are carrying a dead person up a hill you walk on every day. I know, I probably should gawk at a body bag. It's like a trainwreck, you can't look away yet you are feeling bad for looking.

Update 3,
The police have said he tried pushing his disabled van. Don't try to push a vehicle, call for help. This all could have been prevented.
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Dec. 6th, 2007


What Do You Have To Say? - Warning:

If you came with a warning label, what would it say?
 I think I would have several. 

The first one would be DO NOT TEASE. Teasing often restults in getting punched or otherwise hurt.
The second would be DO NOT OVER-CAFFINATE. Over cafination may cause chaos and spontaious hyperactivity.

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